things are not going as they should be the end and beginning have been entwined and am walking a thin cord of balance . loosing balance is so easy and will be so much the easier option but ihave taken up the job of walking the cord . whys that people ask me and so i ask myself why not follow the easier way ? but i can't because what is easier is not always right . going ahead is so hard so much so that at every step i take ahead i am pushed back 2 steps but since i have choosen this path i have to walk come what may
the times are not right and i have lost the golden touch my faith in the higher power is wavering and so is my faith in me where am going i don't know but moving ahead is is the only option i have so here goes
whatever i have touched has gone bad and yet i continue because i can't give up